20 may 2010

One more day to go tay.
I'm going to miss you oh so much.
You've always been there through thick and thin.
Even when we were fighting you were still there if i needed you.
Your still going to be there, but only verbally, via phone or internet.

Tayla Marie Hall

Wednesday, 19th May 2010.

My tayla is moving on friday.  :(
She's moving to Melbourne, 12 hours away south.
We've known each other for 10 years and she's leaving me!
I miss her already and she's sitting next to me. This sucks so much.

Tay have had our up's and down's but in the end we always end up figuring things out.
She's my cheese to my macaroni :)
Sure i'll speak to her about everyday, but life still won't be the same.
I remember in year 2 when we used to draw on each others books and then i'd get in trouble for it.
And when we made a video of me skating down a hill and crashing into a for sale sign.
So many memories that we've had, the best.
There will be more to come :)
I misssss you tay.
xoxoxoxoxo <3

Waste of a night.

6:30; Tom picked me up from my house.

Went and got two bags of goon.

7:00; Went and picked the other kid up, went and got kiddy drinks for him.

Went to Tim's house.

9:30; Went to Lealzy's failed party.

Observed and comentated everything that was happening.

Met two guys, they are now my friends.

So far, A boy and a girl broke up because she cheated on him.

Another boy and a girl were arguing because the boy was ignoring her.

Some former friends appeared, then left again. Thankfully.

Some awesome dude friends of mine showed up, thankfully.

Then they left because the "party" was such a failure.

Then me and tom and chris left, ran into rosa and smackey.

They fooled around for a bit on the side of the road.

Encountered a fight further up, pretty slop.

Then went home and watched porn and went to bed.

And ate a mars bar. Yummy!

So, all in all...I'd say i had a pretty shitty night.

And i got mildly abused.

Via txt.

Dan's 19th Party. Friday.

It was enjoyable for a while.
The fights started.
So tim wanted everybody to leave.
So then i got heaps rude to everybody and told them all to fuck off.
they didn't listen of course.
Then everyone just disappeared.
Everybody ate all of Tim's food and threw up everywhere and smashed glass's everywhere and littered... everywhere.
I saw everybody who i wanted to see.
Somebody stole dan's ipod and camera, give it back you fool.
I devoured 1 and a quarter bottles of midori, i don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing :/
But everyone was super smashed.
Especially Ty Chittick, also known as (since the party)  chunderguts chittick.

Can't sleep.

It's just about 2 am and I can't sleep.
Knowing that I'm going to be seeing my best friend next weekend just...
I can't put it into words.
Only thing is, she hates me. I do know why, and it's a good reason too. I just wish it didn't have to be like this.
I haven't seen her in months due to our falling out, and I'm imagining all these scary scenario's of what might, or can happen when we do reunite.
But i can tell you now, it won't be a very happy reunion.
If i could change one thing in my life, it would be to change that moment that changed our lives forever.
I've had nightmares for months about it, and there isn't a day that goes by where i don't think about it.
It was my mistake, and i would do anything and everything to do whatever it takes to patch our friendship up.
She means that much to me. I don't know what to do.

Art Project.

Attempting to paint this picture of Audrey Hepburn using acrylics.
Don't know if i should do black and white or colour though :/

8:22pm

If you were the melody, and I were the beat.

If I were the melody, and you were the beat.

Those three words, say it and I'm yours. 

I'm yours if you say those three words.

That's all I needed to hear.